Adolescent Love Story

Sleeping Thoughts

This life and its road,

What a crazy thing.

But where to go,

What shall I bring?

I don’t know what I’m going to do,

From where I stand I can only see you

You are my love, my life’s inspiration.

Without you there’s no imagination.

Every night,

Though my dreams may end,

You’re on my mind

It cannot bend.

I cannot change

My train of thought.

At first breath

I wish to not,

Ever hurt your lovely heart

I only wish to be a part,

Of your life, and your story,

If you weren’t here there’d be no morning.

My eyes could not

See a sunrise

For I only see it

Within your eyes.

They are my key

Into your heart,

When I look in them

I know my part.

I know you want

To make this last,

Obviously

Look at our past.

So many mountains

We have conquered,

Although there has been

A couple wrong turns.

We got back together

At every fork in the road;

Every bump we’ve seen

Has made our mold.

Our story is one

That’s for the ages,

If it were a book

There’d be infinity pages.

I do not know

What you’re doing now.

But when I sleep

I can feel your brow.

Pushed so tight

Against my chest.

My love for you

Is what lets me rest.

Because I know that when I sleep

I am close to you no matter how deep,

In the ocean that I am

I sense you still I touch your hand.

I sometimes sit

And wonder why

Our love has made it

Yet, we cry

All I’m asking,

Why you and me?

How did I

Get so damn lucky?

I have a feeling

No one else knows

I only show it

When were wrapped so close

Laying down

In our bed,

Next to you,

Enough said.

I can’t explain

And I’m done trying

Because it is something

That needs no lying

It’s a love

As real as it gets

It will last forever

I’ll make a bet.

I love you love

I’ve said many a time

Without your love

I could not rhyme.

Our Roads Have Merged

Thinking thoughts

Unknown to me

Why must life

Be so free

Why can time

Mold a man

Why can we change?

At the sleight of hand

Who decides

Where we go

What we do

All I know

Every thought

On my mind

Is about your love

Our lives entwined

My soul has found

Its other mate

My heart has come

To find its shape

It changes daily

As I mature

Knowing that

My love is pure

I always say

We walk our paths

But now I see

Our paths are wrapped

Cross in and out

And overlap

This time apart

The next big gap

An obstacle

We’ll over come

Because we know

That we are one

I do not know

Exactly how you feel

All I know

My love is real

Being so far

And alone

All I think

Was my love shown?

Do you know?

How much you mean

And what it is

You do to me

The thought of you

Just your essence

I only wish

To be in your presence

How can I

Begin to say

What it is

I think each day.

I don’t know

Where to go

Without you

I cannot be shone

I need your hand

To see in the dark

And I cannot see

When we’re apart

They say love is blind

Yet still I know

I can follow you

You’ll know where to go

You have become

A part of me

You are my life

My family

I love you babe

And in fact

I know our love

Keeps us intact?

Priceless Love

If you gave me a chance

And a second and third

I’d pick you

Without saying a word

You would be

My first choice

I’d choose you

Just to hear your voice

You are my heart

My body and soul

I’ll drive your lane

No matter the toll

I’ll pay the price

Whatever it is

I’ll make a fortune

To pay for it

If it were priceless

I’d find the check

Blank enough

To pay that debt

Its cost is worth

All my heart

I pay that daily

While were apart

I only want

To see you smile

It's getting cool

Turn up the dial

My heart is burning

Through my chest

It flies so high

A bird in a nest

Watching down

From up above

I'll always be there

When push comes to shove

Protection from

Every problem in life

I am here to help

You are my wife

I will be your hand

And shoulder to lean on

I try my hardest

Even while being gone

I don’t know

How much I’ve done

I just hope

That I’m your one

Have I said?

Plenty of ways

To prove my love

A hundred eighty days

Can a thought

Be written by me

Understood by you

Just so you’ll see

How much love

I have for you

I cannot explain

Just know it's true

My mind cannot

Stop thinking of

The many times

We’ve fallen in love

You should know

It only took once

I knew right away

Not a couple months

That you were my life

My love and my friend

If I could go back

I’d choose you again

Our Souls Are One

Separate souls

Locked in one

You take my breathe

Strait from my lung

The thoughts I think

When were apart

Are always the ones

That seem so dark

I cannot help

To think these things

Because under here

I go crazy

My entire mind

Is stuck on you

I cannot help

It's what I do

I sit and think

So many things

All of which

I paint a scene

My mind’s eye

Can see you clear

Yesterday you

Whispered in my ear

I cannot help

Wondering what

You have been doing

These past 3 months

I will never know

And that scares me

Not being with you

I lose clarity

My brain goes numb

And I lose sight

I sometimes forget

Why we’re in this fight

The one to keep

This love alive

While were apart

I only strive

To see your face

And hear your voice

I always hope

You make the right choice

I am scared

Like any man should

With a love so beautiful

Any sane man would

All paths you take

Do not include me

While im away

I hope you see

The light at the end

Our roads are merging

I'll be home soon

My heart is surging

It pounds so fast

Looking at thoughts of you

Pictures I mean

You are so cute

You make me smile

And feel a fire in

My chest all day

You are my siren

Your voice tames me

But at the same time

Drives me crazy

I know it's a sign

The push and pull

That I feel

Is what lets me know

This love is real

The Sensation of You

To the one I love

The one I hold so dear

I love to hear your words

Whispered softly in my ear

I am away right now

But you’re always on my mind

It's as if I wasn’t gone

Fells like you’re on my side

We will be walking hand in hand

Until our final days

We cannot be apart

Or my mind is in a haze

It's like I need your thoughts

To make mine come out right

I need to hear your voice

To sleep well enough at night

I always worry about you

And if you’re doing fine

When im not there to take your hand

It's only a matter of time

I know you’re sometimes scared

About our future and our life

Just make sure and stay by me

I'll make sure it happens right

We will never be alone

No matter the distance between us

We will be together in the end

That is something you can trust

I try not to let you down

I know you do the same

If I ever do or did

I have myself to blame

I will work harder

Every day that im alive

To prove to you my love

You will never feel deprived

We will always be one love

My heart won’t have anything else

Because when I breathe you in

It's like nothing I’ve ever felt

It's as if a cloud

Has swept me off my feet

And brought my lips to yours

I am so happy when they meet

My heart still flies away

Every time I hear your voice

I am so drawn to you

I feel like I have no choice

But that is one thing in life

I am so very glad for

Decisions are meant to be hard

This one came through my door

I didn’t have to pick this path

It came beneath my toes

And I walk it proudly everyday

And I hope the whole world knows

You are my love

My one and only mate

God damn I am so happy

You took that very first date.

Explaining Love

I love you

It's such a simple phrase

Yet its meaning goes on

For days and days

Years upon years

And across miles of land

Its presence is felt

By the soft touch of our hands

It is something that

No one person can explain

Many people feel it

But none quite the same

All feelings are different

From one man to the next

No one will ever know

How my heart feels in my chest

Easier said than done

The only words coming to mind

Because love is something

That truly makes one blind

You are mine

And I am yours

My love for you

Comes from my core

My chest hurts so much

From all it has to hold

It surely will burst one day

When we are grey and old

But by then I won’t worry

Because our life will have past

Sharing it with you

Is the only thing that I ask

Having a single breathe

Means nothing without you

I want to share every moment

Our kids first time at the zoo

I cannot wait for the day

When our family expands

My heart is yours forever

It is always in your hands

We are miles apart

But love will always be our glue

Here is just one more test

I know we will pass through

We have been through so much

Yet we have so much more to do

Im so impressed with by love

And by love I always mean you

Baby stay strong

And just know that one day

We will be together forever

Our love will never stray

As it never has

We have just taken our own roads

But now we’re back together

Watch as our future days unfold

We have a long path

Set out in front of us

But it is well lit

Built upon mountains of trust

I cannot see my life

Without you by my side

Let’s just take it slowly

Stride upon stride

Step after step

We will build our life

It has already begun

That is why you’re my wife

My love for you

Like a fat kid and cake

I can see our future

God damn I can’t wait

One Year

The life we lead

With those we love

Time flies by

Just like a dove

So fast and smooth

And so pure

Can never imagine

The pain endured

The things life sees

From day to day

I'll always know

You’re here to stay

I want you to

Have all things desired

My love for you

Is the eternal fire

Knowing you

Are smiling now

Makes me happy

You’ll never know how

I care so much

Yet can’t explain

It's as if

I were on a plane

One I knew

Would take me there

But where that is

I no longer care

I just want us

Sitting side by side

Knowing that

We have so much time

We are one

Or two in the same

Whichever way

Love is to blame

Can’t control

The way I feel

I know you know

This love is real

How many times

Can it be said

In how many ways

Can thoughts be read

Just like the words

That cannot explain

My emotions for you

Cannot be tamed

Running rampant

On the edge of my seat

Our love is something

That cannot be beat

We are to strong

And devoted

It feels as if

My heart is bloated

Just so you know

This loves not cursory

I’m here to stay

Happy Anniversary

How to Explain

No words can explain

How I feel

It feels as if

Life is surreal

Moving by

From day to day

Wondering what

We will say

In years to come

When time passes by

Make sure you know

You make me fly

I am better

Knowing you

My heart is lifted

My life is true

My world complete

I'll never run

My feelings for you

Brighter then the sun

I never saw

My life so sweet

If it were candy

I would not have teeth

I’d do anything

That you asked

No matter what

I'll take the task

I love you so

And you’ll never know

I can’t do anything

But let it grow

It’s uncontrolled

Like a vine of life

Weaving in and out

You are my wife

That will always be

And never change

Life without you

Feels so strange

I think of you

With all my time

And if I didn’t

My life would not rhyme

It would have no plot

No bulk or glory

You are my love

My friend my story.

Forever & Always

I love you, but that doesn’t explain

How I feel from day to day

No words can say what I mean

Because it's just one of those things

I know you know that when we touch

I can tell that we’re in love

Our bodies close, our minds are one

When you think it, your will be done

I love you so I cannot think

When you talk it sounds so sweet

Like a chocolate from up above

Our hearts together fit like a glove

One in one or all the same

However it's put there is no blame

We are together from now ‘til then

I'll hold your hand we’ll walk back again

From any journey, touching skin

I'll make sure through thick and thin

You’ll be safe in my arms

Stay close you’ll see no harm

I love you love, you are mine

I am yours, our love will shine

Forever & always until the end

Just like we said way back when

You are my love

My one true friend

Together forever

I love you the end.

Loving You

A love as deep

As the ocean blue

If it were a lie

It would be the truth

Cannot be explained

Like the beast of Loch Ness

But just the same

We try our best

There is nothing in

This world so deep

Like a child

So deep asleep

Although I try

To show you my heart

I can only hope

I’m playing the part

Your knight who’s armor

Shines so bright

I think of your love

All through the night

I can only wish

One day ahead

We’re stuck together

Like butter and bread

You are so smart

An intelligent woman

I am so glad

You made some room in

Your life for me

I'll make you smile

We’ll lay around

And just laugh awhile

When we cuddle

My heart warms

Knowing that

You’re in my arms

It makes me happy

Just to look

Into your eyes

That’s all it took

And instantly

I fell right in

It would be fatal

Thank god I swim

Your eyes are pools

Of deep dark lust

Just always know

You can trust

Every word

That I say

If it were a lie

We wouldn’t be today

I only want

To see your face

Every morning

When I wake

One day ahead

Down our roads

We’ll meet together

As our future unfolds

Who really knows

What will happen from here

No one can tell

Where we’ll be in a year

Always just know

I want to be at your side

And confessing my love

I never have lied

Just stay sweet

This love I have tasted

Time is something

That we never have wasted

All the effort

That we put in

Makes us stronger

Let’s do forever again

Losing My Way

Going crazy

Without you

All my thoughts

They are not true

My mind always

Seems to wander

Then I finally

Start to ponder

I come to realize

Im losing it

My mind is falling

Through the slits

The holes of sanity

In my brain

I wish there was

A way to train

A way to know

I'll make it through

A whole six months

Without you

If I end up

With both arms tied

Behind my back

I will know why

A life without you

Is nothing I want

Being gone

Is like a mind taunt

Or a mind fuck

Because I’m losing it

Without your touch

I can’t stand this shit

All the things

That I have said

About losing you

I would be dead

They are true

And this I know

The past 3 months

I’ve come to grow

The man who takes

All our lives

He’s slowly taken

My entire mind

Me without you

A car without wheels

It doesn’t make sense

It is needed for real

My life without breath

It's something im doing

While we are apart

A lion without chewing

He cannot function

That’s all he needs

His teeth, his mind

And a cub to feed

You are my light

My way through the dark

Right now I can’t see

I am to in the dark

Your hand is my railing

My bumpers while bowling

It is not here

So my heart it is failing

When I can see you

The first time during winter

My heart it may fall

Or just feel like a splinter

It will jump to a high

Then realize its bearings

I will run to you

Not even caring

About whomever it is

That will want to look

It will be like the first time

When that’s all it took

A single look

A single touch

And instantly

I fell in love.

Finding You

If you gave me a chance, a second, and third

I would pick you without saying a word

You will always be my first draft choice

I'd choose you to hear your voice

You are my heart, my body, and soul

I'll drive your lane no matter the toll

I'll pay the price whatever it is

I'll make a fortune to pay for it

Is is priceless; I'll find the check

Blank enough to pay that debt

Its cost is worth all of my heart

I pay that daily while we're apart

I only want to see you smile

It's getting cool turn up the dial

I know you know I do my best

To prove your worth against the rest

I use words to prove my love

Don't fear push when it comes to shove

I will be your hand and shoulder to lean on

I try my hardest even while being gone

I won't know when the work is done

I just hope that I'm your one

Can a thought be written by me

And understood by you just so you'll see

How much love I have for you

I cannot explain just know it's true

My mind cannot stop thinking of

The many times we've fallen in love

You should know it only took once

I knew right away not a couple months

That you were my life, my love, and my friend

If I had to go back I'd choose you again

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